Saturday, 17 April 2010

Better day

Today has been a much better day (than the last couple when I didn't post) it has all been hormonal, I am now able to move on. I just seem to get so stuck when I have pmt. My eating has just been what I would class as normal. I didn't get to ww this week as I have had a poorly toddler who just wanted to sit on my knee, so I don't know where I am ( a few lbs up though I think) My poorly daughter did seem to make my usual pmt issues worse (ofcourse not her herself-just the repercussions of having to hold her all day.) I was nearly going stir crazy by the time yesterday came. I do not do well when I can't get out & walk a bit. I honestly think walking saves my sanity- I don't think I do enough for it to affect my weight but it is far better to be fat & sane than fat & losing the plot!

We have alot of stress going on in our house right now, we are seriously thinking about our future in dog breeding, we have been in the 'game' now for 4 years but it doesn't any less stressful or easier. It is also very unpredictable & cannot be a regular source of income which we need. I therefore need to do something else- decisions decisions!

Anyway back to my diet & exercise, I really want to get under 200lbs soon, I must be about 8-10lbs over & that is my initial goal but I want it now! I am going to try to move much more, kids are back to school next week so I will get back on the school runs. I will try to push myself to do a bit more each day but to be honest that is usually enough to wear me out (with all my busyness that goes on in my day) I just need to get over that initial exhaustion.

Anyway, enough for now, I will update soon, Milly

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